Well after sending a long text to my wife about where we stand and how I feel, I really got no response. ..until the other day after she asked for a massage. Had the kids not been hovering, might have been a great day. Since then, not much happening. Just normal boring middle age life. At least she is not void of feelings for me. Had some good family time with kids prior to that.
My GDG across the world has been busy with work after the holidays, as have I. Communication was at a trickle for a couple days. We are figuring out when to have short chats.
Although we really enjoy each others company, we are still trying to make our family lives better. Time spent with her makes family and work a little easier. So glad we met. We haven’t had time for the deep conversations we had when laying around on the holidays. Think we both miss them, but understand that is life. Having someone else just take you as you are means a lot.
Been back in the gym. Hit it pretty hard yesterday. …feeling it, but that’s progress. Trying to eat a little better, and take a little caffeine out of my day. Think I drink about 8 cups of coffee from waking up to late afternoon. I love my coffee. Just trying to hydrate better.
Hmm so a little happier, a little healthier. ..Boring, right?