Well well well….a lot going on since last time around..don’t really feel like talking about it right now. A wise friend of mine told me something to the effect of..”If you can’t find a solution to whatever your dealing with, just chill out and try and find some joy.”
Well, I went shopping today to try and get a head start on some shopping, and to just get some ideas. EPIC WASTE OF TIME…I walk around every aisle with the thought of getting something for someone they don’t know they need yet. Uggg..I don’t practice Santeria..ain’t got not crystal ball..On top of that, I don’t have the type of budget to go out and just look for all the “latest, coolest” stuff. Yeah, yeah yeah. I know it’s that thought that counts..hmm..that’s partly true.
So, I came home and haven’t had a beer in a long time, so guess what..tonight’s the night. Gonna get a little buzz on. Not enough to feel it tomorrow. Just enough to take off some anxious edge. Shoulda, coulda woulda..Fuck it..they can all wait for once.
I certainly do appreciate the people I have met here. I mean, I’m not all buddy buddy with anyone here, and just have a few people cross sharing stories, and that is fine. This place is not only a place to freely express myself. I like to read all of your stories as well. I learn something from some of the posts I read, and see some commonalities with things going on in my life as well…enough said, gonna finish this beer and read some posts. Take care friends.