So this morning, in between sleep and fully awake, I just had a picture of standing in front of my personal lightening rod (PLR there is an entire post if you have no frame of reference). We were standing face to face in front of each other. She had her arms around my waist, and I had my arms around hers and we were just looking into each others’ eyes, and just content with the world. It was so beautiful in my mind.
Having dreams or whatever you call it like that are an inspiration-so amazing, but when you wake up fully, your mind goes in a twist. I just remind myself that I am defining changes in my life, that are independent of any other human being. I will never give up one reality because of another person. Any change will be as a result of what I need in my life, no matter how temporary or permanent. It is really just an inner reflection into what/who I am at the core, and standing up for that. It is also a forgiveness of any perceived lack. Some things I can change, some I cannot (other people mainly), so I have a choice.