Effin’ Dreams

I don’t normally remember my dreams…at least not on a regular basis.   I have had a couple dreams where my wife was involved with another man.  Not the act of, just a knowing that something happened in the dream.   The most recent was last night.  I saw a name on the side of a tractor trailer on the side of the road (Cantrell Trucking), and the only thing I get from the dream is that some person is unavailable to my wife at the moment…like there was some previous relationship.   In one of the deep talks my wife I had a couple months back, she denied ever being with anyone else.  Is it just a yearning that I don’t know about, some subconscious message about myself , or am I being weird?  Well, I’m always a little weird, but why the hell am I being shown this? What is my subconscious trying to tell me?  I Googled the name of the trucking company,  but that isn’t much help, as they are all over.

Right or wrong, I believe my wife, so what is all this about?  Things seem to be going good now.   Effin dreams!!!  Cryptic language of the random.


Author: fight4urlover

So about me... I'm a middle-aged guy, married 15+ years with kids. I love my wife, and have never so much as kissed another woman the entire time we have been married. When we first met, we had both been cheated on, and we decided that we would not cheat on each other. I think we have both teetered on the edge. Like most married couples, over the years, we have given each other plenty of reasons to build resentment at times. So this space is a personal reflection of my journey of attempting to remain married and true. That's why I started this first-ever blog. The goal is to avoid sounding like one of those "perfect" articles of someone who sounds like they are giving advice. This all comes from personal experience or from talking to other people, married and single, and I want to keep it raw. To me that's more exciting than a well-researched topic. Everyone can relate to this on a human level. I know that guys like to get to the point, and ladies like a good story with plenty of details, so I'll try to find a balance. Strap in and let's ride!

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