So yesterday was not a great day, as evidenced in my last post. Today, I am feeling a little more optimistic. I know that anyone who has been following my journey, I must sound like a wild card of sorts. I really am all over the place, but I would like to stay with my wife if that’s what she wants, hence the handle fight4urlover. That is going to take some changes on both our parts.
My wife is a good looking woman by any measure. She smart, has good judgment and doesn’t have any real vices.
Well DAMN DUDE, sounds like you have the perfect woman so why are you on here crying the blues? Because my name is NO, my number is NO, my sign is NO. But I ain’t going to let it go.
Today, I am taking the initiative. So after sending one of our daughters on a play date, I asked if she wanted to take a walk. “Where?” She replied.
Her – Long pause, clicking on the computer.
So after a couple of minutes I ask again. She replies back that she doesn’t want to go for a walk. I respond that I need to talk to her. You go ahead she says. So I grab my shoes, sigh and then head out the door alone.
Maybe she is scared of what I am going to say. I just want some answers. I have a list